September 13th 2019 Friday Around 4:30 A.M.
Dear God, Creator of Heaven and Earth, Please help me ask you right!
Inspired by the Asa foot problem case law. As I remember the story, Asa had a foot problem and he consulted all the doctors and healers, and none were able to heal him. And in all his askings for doctors and healers, he never once went to ask the Creator of the feet for help. King Asa then proceeded to die, and the point to be taken was that he should have tried to have the Faith to ask God for help!
This combines with when Moses is talking to God about going to speak to Pharaoh for the first time. Moses was hesitant to do so because he was not of an eloquent speech, but of a slow tongue. God became upset that Moses didn't have faith in him still even after stating that it is the same one and only God that made the mouth of man and will be with Moses's mouth, to please have faith in God moses!. But alas, the case law teaches us that Moses still didn't believe he was good enough and God became angry and did a plan B and used Aaron his brother to be the speaker.
Thus is we are to learn from these mistakes as ensamples, and to make good of them, we must see that these are case laws of a lack of FAITH.
Paul in Hebrews tells us that It is impossible to please God without faith!! And this is consistent in the anger God showcased to Moses and the point being made with Asa in that God let him die because he didn't have the faith to think to ask God!
Gideon was a lowly man when God found him, and he asked God for 2 signs to help him know it was God, and God granted those signs of the sweater being left outside 2 nights, the first night to have the sweater/shirt be wet and the ground dry, and the other night to have the sweater/shirt be dry but the ground wet! God granted this request and I think it was due to God being pleased for Gideon having the faith to ask.
The woman that had a daughter who was severley vexed with the Devil, went to Jesus who explained to her it is not meet, or it is not good or right to give the childrens bread unto the dogs! For he is come for the lost sheep of the house of Israel. The woman was not deterred, her faith was stronger than Peter's was when the boisterous wind blew, and she took another step of that proverbial water walk and talk with Jesus, and said True, Lord, but even the dogs eat from the crumbs that fall from the masters table!" and Jesus was moved to compassion, he liked the optimism, he loved the faith! And he said something like Oh Woman, be it even as thou wilt, thy faith hath saved thee. And her daughter was made whole that very hour.
So Faith without works being dead alone; means that if I believe that God would put some marijuana in a bag for me that would be totally untraceable to try and avoid what I perceived was the reason to understand why God wouldnt give me a bottle of win as the complications it might incur, but that this would be easily untraceable and if understood, I would not even proclaim this as a possible sign from God until at a later given time if God so made it seem I should!
For there were times in the bible where Jesus healed individuals and asked them to tell no man what he had done for them!
So I'm asking God, I'm trying to put some works to my faith so I can make my Faith come to life; that I believe you can make water come out of a rock, you can turn water into REALLY GOOD WINE, you can heal the centurions son just by saying the word and not even having to go to his house, and I believe you can have me go put my hand in my bad, or in my bed, or in the bathroom droor this very hour and find some marijuana that I will promise to ask you to help me to use it so well that we will save some souls that would have otherwise not have been. That I will be so lifted up spiritually, and feel so good, and full of love, and faith, that I will be driven to try my best ability to express unto you God how grateful I am and how much more I want you to achieve your goals, and your pleasures, which include not taking any pleasure that the wicked should perish, but that instead should repent and be converted and ye shall then heal them.
So I think my faith has grown, because I could have tried asking you think times past and I did not; and my legacy for my own personal souls journey, might have been sitting somewhere someday wondering if I was like Asa and the foot problem who never had the faith to ask God....I would be the Peasant boy with a mental problem that didn't think to ask God for the medicine!
I know I tried asking for the water to wine seriously twice, and I felt it was explained why not; but I think this one is much more easily untraceable and easily mistaken by those that you would not want to get to experience such a sign of incur, for which is what I thought the understanding over why I didn't get the water to wine..that it wasn't that you don't see me as worthy of it, but that you didn't want a sign such as that for others that may be seeing.
But I suppose also God that theres also a very great chance that I am simply unworthy yet; and so if so, then please God help me get on the path of becoming worthy enough to have you do such a sort of miracle! but if I am not worthy of that as well, then I go back to my basic prayer of mercy to not suffer, to be worthy to escape all these things, to learn through ah ha moments and laughter and that I am sorry for thinking of myself as worthy of getting such a miracle. For that could be a sin of high-minded ness which would be displeasing unto you I think .
And you ask man to walk with the LORD thy God humbly and to love mercy....
Seriously; I tried asking the government people using that Bill Maher video; I would have tried other methods but I dont even have a dollar to my name right now...
I believe this, if done, and God, you would help me use it for your good purposes! could end up being one of the coolest signs ever! and you can be like how you said your name is Jealous, you can be like my name is Cool, there is no cooler God, no not one. That would go up in history as one of the coolest miracles ever that would be an ah ha and laughter moment for all the generations ever to come. If I know my generations right at all, they also when you would feel itworthy to share this sign, would also see it as one of the coolest possible miracles God did and that would make it so much easier to undo the blasphemy and open up the hearts to love you and seek you while you may be found, before that day!
I suppose I could see this from like a Grandfather's perspective that may not entirely understand what his grandkids generation are able to hearken to, or what is cool or respective while maintaining God's will, but that it truly would be amazing. And you would get so many people trying to follow you with all their heart for a chance to have a somewhat similar like miracle! and you would be so cool, and people like that you are so loving and so fearful and powerful, but its like that what everyone else is doing, their bosses, their parents, their teachers, all of them are either expressing their power or mercy, and we in the middle, the basically powerless, are sort of full to our necks with having to show respect to authorities because of how Powerful they are over us and being nice as possible in hopes to move them to feel whats needed to get their love or mercy, that "a cool sign" is exactly what would be the best possible like thing to send the most effective heart rending, neck softening, back turning back to God possible that I can see. That if God would do something cool like that, we owe God something back, whatever he wants, free will, with many pleasure, and the glory goes unto God as being known as cool as well as the other things. Bullies are not cool, oppressors are not cool, spoilers are not cool, crucifying Jesus was not cool....rainbows are cool...flowers are cool....beautiful landscapes are cool....brothers getting along walking in truth seeking the kingdom of their maker is cool....turning water into Good wine is really cool..and jesus said the time comes when people will be a part of greater miracles than what he was a part of during his time that we can read about in the books, and he did not specify what they were, but I think this would be so cool.
Its great to heal the blind, its cool in another way, its great to make water come out of a rock for thirsty people, its pretty cool, and its scary and powerful and good to be saved out of the house of bondage and show the Bully that there is a God that steps in when they went too far. But to give someone that has been trying very hard to follow with all his heart with all his soul and with all his might for at least the past so many years, and trying to share the scripture pictures based on the faith that we are destroyed for lack of knowledge and where there is no vision the people perish, that it would be so so cool to be the one that grants this peculiar request to ask God for some marijuana to help serve and seek and gather and do good towards God! and Even though I thought the birthday was awesome God, and I loved how I was able to believe you were helping my words flow and scripture pictures get made, and write that card for my mom at an instant when I had a clear mind in the midst of the bad feelings I was experiencing, but then to also grant me some marijauana would absolutley be what I would think, is the coolest miracle...cause its one of those miracles that people dream of wondering if they were to try seeking this God and his righteousness with all their heart mind soul and might, would they then earn the chance to get something cool too? Like, we dont have to be in a life threatening state, or in a sick state, or in a bondage state to get a miracle, but we can simply get a nice reward treat like thing that a dog might get for sojourning with the LORD for so long a time honestly?
And then if you reap what you sow, God, I promise, If you help me, my passion to want to do something so great towards helping you reach your goal will be so great, I just know I'lll be able to offer you more to use and you will use it to achieve something extra amazing and really cool by all your standards!
Is God cool? He is a man of war, he is a loving God..a longsuffering, patient God...forgiving God...the most merciful...but theres not many instances that causes anyone to say he is a "Cool" God...cool doesnt seem to get thought of when describing in adjectives about what people see God as..
but I do think you are cool God... I think the sexual feelings are cool..I think watermelons are cool, I think the colors of the rainbow and the flowers of the fields are cool....I thinkthere are so many cool things about you, but they are always overshrouded with emergency like situations, and thus the coolness of it gets sort of buried. Its cool to be there when Hagar and Ishmaiel are crying and its cool to take Lot away from a city about to be blown up, and its cool to forgive sins, and love mercy....
but to turn water to wine at the wedding and its the father that doeth the works, that is cool. Chopping the heads and making them face the sun, showcases yuor strength in a cool way I suppose....but to grant this belated birthday-request of some marijauan would in my opinion,if trying to see it from an outside view reading the bible, I would think thats the coolest and it would motivate me so much to want to know what I have to do to get to that point where God would do something like that for me!
And if not I will have faith that you are more cool to not grant it, or have a good reason, I would just want to know what I would have to do to be worthy of getting such a miracle God! Cause it really helps me have a good time serving you and doing your will!
Anything, maybe like how I believed I had to make the pamphlet, and hand out papers to churches, and hand out pamphlets to so many people and write it up how to get to heaven and go to staples and get it folded and printed in order to be good enough to win the football picks at Vegas, and I didn't win but that was maybe cause you had a change in plans or I must have did something wrong I wasnt aware of; but I tried my best I think, to see that it was for good purposes that I didn't win, even though I thought I did all the things that you may have asked me to do, or it could have been another spirit I dont know..
but I just really felt like I felt your love yesterday God, in helping me talk and make scriptures, and be nice to me cause it was my birthday that made me feel that you are noticing me and I believe every scripture picture we make is a sort of sign that you are helping me, and I dont want to overlook that, but....this would be really amazing to me...and if Im not worthy...please help me be guided to know what I must do to be guiding into knowing what I have to do to end up being worthy to get such a miracle, cause as things look now it will be a while until I get any money to my name, and get an opportunity to get some marijauna.. and Im truly sorry if I am in any way out of line for even asking this or thinking of it and not understanding you well enough yet, and so Ill just try to hope that if I keep seeking you that Ill come to realize that I suppose...but when I started seeking you I had a lot more resources, credit cards, friends, money, and so it was easier for me to have a good time serving you! The severity of not having a good time serving you is scary God...so thats why I think I am asking alright because it is according to your will and I think you are enough of a judge to see that theres more good than bad when I smoke marijuana serving you in the past, and that I would be worthy for having the faith to ask you! And I am being a part of making GOOD on those case laws and precepts of the ensamples of guys like the King Asa,and like Caleb and Joshua said, if it pleases the LORD, he will help us take that Good land from the Giants!
Like the King in the story of Jonah, had the faith to think who can tell if God will turn and repent and take mercy on Nineveh so the king proclaimed the fast for 40 days.
Blessings on the head of him that selleth the corn! and the people shall curse him that selleth it not! something like that... '
Also I think to ask right I am to, according to the book of John, Ask for this in the name of Jesus in order so that the Father can be glorified through the son. This is the only 1 of the 4 gospels that states this being the proper way to ask, which is odd to me considering it can make or break if someone gets what they ask for, Id think it would be one of those thats in all 4 of the gospels, but maybe its this way for a reason!.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSNoRvZNKVw
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